Well, I will jump into a summary, as I would like to have here everything that did influence my journey to peace.
During my whole life, starting by the year of 1996, little “coincidences” happened that lead my life to a better one, but important – this was only because I had a bigger belief “Everything will always end up well, if it didn’t – do not stop the search, it is not the end yet, because everything DOES end up well…”
1) The book with what everything started:
“Do not sweat the small stuff, everything is small staff” – for this read my blog – the post on peace kit – 1st part…
2) The second book, or author that gave me different perspectives of life and death was “only love is real” Brian Weiss” http://www.brianweiss.com/. This was somewhere around 2001.
In this book, Brian Weiss tells his experience with one of his patients, with whom he does a regression and it seems that the regression brings her to another life… This might be questionable, but with lots of experience and listening to proves it really mixed some feelings and knowledge inside me
3) The third step of my journey was a bigger step. This step started between 2001 and 2006, period in which I spent lots of time talking to my mother by phone, while I was in Germany and Hungary. We talked a lot about physic quantics and Buddhism, psychology, religions and mainly about life in general, and this was my hugest path to my actual believes and trueness.
This was the film “What the bleep do we know?”
http://www.whatthebleep.com/whatthebleep/ – this film had some insights that were very important for my life from there on (2006 May). (see my post peace kit – 2nd part)
Some insights: Emoto – water crystallization research on positive / negative thoughts; How much negative thoughts can destroy your life; broaden you mind, broaden your attention, increase your awareness…
4) 2006 – 2007 yoga travel
The yoga brought me to a conscious level that showed me that whatever point of your life it will be always important to go back to yourself and let the whatever-bad-thing-happening go away through the focus on the good things that for sure are happening. The yoga, the asana practice is a way to the meditation, while you are doing your practice you are meditating, if you concentrate on each of your posture and try to master yourself, this little time you are there, you are only there, you are there only for you, this is meditating – with the yoga, I started the study of the Vedas, which completed a lot the other studies and learnings that I was through!!
5) Beautiful World – Already In existence
This CD, as other books, I had found by coincidence in the Amazon and had ordered just because the idea was attractive, but then this music had awe me…. The CD tell about a beautiful world already in existence, and the music “I know” is exactly my belief – I know that everything will be ok and I believe that the sun will shine again one day!
I know
How will I know, the sun is gonna shine again next day
I can reach you when you so far away
I know because my heart tells me so
How will I know, the smile behind your eyes is for real
I can touch you, and know what you feel
I know because my heart tells me so
There is so much energy, enough for every one
Deeper than the conscious mind, silent knowledge, wisdom we all share
Oh I know, I know, I know, I know, I know because my heart tells me so
How will I know that I will have the strength to go on
When all hope is gone
I know because my heart tells me so
How will I know that peace will come one day
That people can live in harmony
I know because my heart tells me so
I believe in days to come, people will be free
I believe one day we’ll see, everybody living life as one
6) 2007 – 1 year after my mother died, and after my divorce, for 1 year alone in Hungary and some still to go, but I knew that everything finishes well…
The other film that had really opened my eyes for another level of awareness, the one that confirmed and cemented the “everything-really-finishes-well” thing, and the “there-is-no-coincidence-in-life” was the film The Celestine Prophecy, and the biggest lesson here was – watch your life carefully – you will notice “signs” that will drive you to a better life, easier way – always be attentive and with an open heart, and life will make your heart beat as it will show you what is right or not, meaning, this will give you an open consciousness that is somehow called “sixth sense!”
http://www.thecelestineprophecymovie.com/
There are 9 insights of this movie that give you something to think:
1 We are discovering again that we live in a deeply mysterious world, full of sudden coincidences and synchronistic encounters that seem destined.
2 As more of us awaken to this mystery, we will create a completely new worldview – redefining the universe as energetic and sacred.
3 We will discover that everything around us, all matter, consists of and stems from a divine energy that we are beginning to see and understand.
4 From this perspective, we can see that humans have always felt insecure and disconnected from this sacred source, and have tried to take energy by dominating each other. This struggle is responsible for all human conflict.
5 The only solution is to cultivate a personal reconnection with the divine, a mystical transformation that fills us with unlimited energy and love, extends our perception of beauty, and lifts us into a Higher-Self Awareness.
6 In this awareness, we can release our own pattern of controlling, and discover a specific truth, a mission, we are here to share that helps evolve humanity toward this new level of reality.
7 In pursuit of this mission, we can discover an inner intuition that shows us where to go and what to do, and if we make only positive interpretations, brings a flow of coincidences that opens the doors for our mission to unfold.
8 When enough of us enter this evolutionary flow, always giving energy to the higher-self of everyone we meet, we will build a new culture where our bodies evolve to ever higher levels of energy and perception.
9 In this way, we participate in the long journey of evolution from the Big Bang to life’s ultimate goal: to energize our bodies, generation by generation, until we walk into a heaven we can finally see.
7) After all this journey, and as life should be – I had moved from Hungary to Mexico, pretty afraid, as I did not know anyone there and my job would be a regional headquarters, far from the rush of a daily country assignment and my first wish was to go to Brazil as there was my family, and I needed family… Whatever you wish for, it does come – and I had re met an old boy friend with whom I had then marry again, and… …I had made a family, so not exactly what I had firstly thought, but as my mother used to tell me – you want a family, ask for it, but not for a specific one, but one that will make you happy – and the family came!!!
Well, with my husband, we have started to do my journey together, and for my surprise, he had started his own journey, which was similar! Together we went to a retreat in Tepoztlan where we had listen to many different things, from 2012 change to a more awareness dimension to the alpha meditation and this was in this magic place:
http://www.hostaldelaluzmexico.com/global/historia.php
8) After this weekend meditating and seeing things from a different perspective, my husband and I had bought 2 books from the journalist that was part of the “what the bleep do we know”, Lynne McTaggart, “the intention experiment”, “The Field” – this is an incredible travel to the physic quantic!!! But in a very easy language… The intention of experiment, Lynee takes many scientists and experts together and puts in her book a summary of all sciences leading to the obvious – the intention that we have in our lives is what is going to lead you and your own life – and one can change it, or guide it into the direction that one wants!!!
http://theintentionexperiment.com/
…. I will post more experiences and other thoughts, but those 8 points are mainly my master guide!!!
Enjoy!!!